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About two years back I found out about male chastity belts, and a year after that I purchased my first device. Since then, I have worn it several times and tried different models and ring sizes. My wife / KH has been asked to lock me up during this period as well. She hasn’t done so yet, the way I’d hoped. Every time I was locked in, it was on my own decision. There was one occasion where he told me to secure myself in a cock cage, and I ended up getting hurt. My longest continuous period being locked was 48 hours. Whenever I touch the subject area, my wife doesn’t seem very pleased; she says she prefers things loose and big. This morning before work, I put myself back into lock mode and handed over the key to my wife. She asked: Are you certain? Is it sitting correctly inside HT2? I confirmed yes. Her response: Because I’m going to hold onto the keys now. Was today really the start of it? Will I begin feeling the power of chastity? Now here I am, locked in, a mix of excitement and fear. Losing control over my body makes me anxious. What else will come next?