Introductions discussion

Hello all, I am a newcomer here. I feel excited about the events unfolding, yet nervous regarding how this major shift will impact my life at just over fifty years old. The CB6000 is arriving tomorrow and I look forward to experiencing Male Chastity with pleasure. Though happily married, our intimate life can be described as rather standard. I struggle with addiction to masturbation and hold several fetishes. My wife is aware of these aspects but lacks the desire or perhaps the know-how to get involved, which leads me to seek my virtual fulfillment online through chats and cams. My various interests are starting to converge. Occasionally I wear women’s lingerie, give myself CBT, and receive anal teasing. I believe I am a switch, though recently drawn strongly toward submission (as either pet or slave). My interest in male chastity has been about a year strong now; I have also connected with an online Mistress who is currently my mistress-pet owner, a role I adore deeply. We exchange messages and chats almost daily. I ordered the CB6000 to help curb my masturbation habits while embracing the sensation of orgasm denial. My wife knows this plan, though she doesn’t fully grasp it yet; I hope that once she understands I will be spending less time online and masturbating less, she will find it acceptable. Ideally, my remote Mistress acts as keyholder, although I still need to figure out the logistics for this arrangement. She is currently unaware of my Mistress. I am ready to begin tomorrow with commitment, though mindful of taking things one step at a time by reading others’ experiences here too. Please keep me posted and share your thoughts; advice is appreciated. Best regards.