Introductions discussion

Hi all!!! I’ve been kind of a silent observer here for some time. I’ve picked up lots of great advice, tips, and enjoyed the stories on the site, so I decided it was high time to introduce myself!! Since this is my introductory post, I’ll share my first little step into the world of chastity. Around December last year, a particularly tasty story sparked my interest in the idea. As I dug deeper, I found my way here and kept coming back more often. It felt like something I really wanted to experience! However, being a single sissyboi without a keyholder has been a bit of a drawback =( I finally received my first device near the end of February or early March, and OMG that initial weekend was an emotional roller coaster from which I haven’t looked back since! It was Friday when I got my CB6000. Once it was on, I felt a shift inside me right away that night. A wave seemed to wash over me; I felt more… well, girly.. submissive.. The exact word escapes me sometimes, but the feeling was definitely there. Unfortunately, since I wasn’t quite an expert yet on ring sizes and combinations, I had a rather messy accident the next morning. It was my own doing, and if I’d had a keyholder present, surely they would have punished me for it. It felt like a bit of a letdown; I was more disappointed in myself than anything else. But I stayed determined, cleaned up, relocked everything, and carried on. I absolutely LOVED the experience of being locked away over that weekend!
When Monday morning arrived, I was still secured, which wasn’t a big deal at all. I had gotten somewhat accustomed to the idea and wasn’t constantly aroused. I got out of bed and followed my usual routine. Showering is one of those moments for me (ahem), but being locked up made it okay; not overly turned on or anything… so then I went to get dressed, sliding into my panties. Again, nothing unusual, no particular excitement. As I moved around.. I noticed what felt like a damp patch, though I didn’t think much of it initially. Then, as I bent over for something, that distinct wetness returned.. and again.. when I checked underneath. I had ‘leaked’—not completely soaked, but enough to leave a visible spot! … As the fluid slid down my panties, I felt a large drop of pre-cum hit my inner thigh; it was stringy coming from the tip of my cage. Putting my finger on that tip, I reached up and created quite a messy web of strings everywhere. Eventually, I had to change out of those panties. My mind started racing at this point. What exactly was happening??? I didn’t have time to jump online just then; it felt as though my balls were burning.. they felt very heavy and full. While driving to work, I kept forcing myself to think about other things so I wouldn’t focus too much on the sensation. Still, when I shifted in my seat, I felt like a slight discharge occurred. Now bear in mind, this was all happening while being locked up; until I pulled down my panties and saw that stringy pre-cum, I hadn’t been particularly excited.. but now…it took everything not to feel dizzy… I didn’t ejaculate, but I was leaking pre-cum…A LOT of it. At first, when I had to swap my panties, I felt excitement.. nervousness.. a touch of fear. I wasn’t entirely sure why or how this happened…and at one point, I thought oh gawd…do I need to start buying panty liners?!?! At work, I was trembling, anxious..still somewhat frightened. I really didn’t grasp what, how, or why it had occurred, but the sensation persisted throughout the day until finally calming down enough for me to get through my shifts. When I returned home, I logged onto the site and discovered other posts discussing similar discharge…The anxiety faded away, replaced by a sense of being somewhat turned on by the experience. And yes. I did eventually buy some liners blushes Yes, I know, I might not be using the device for its primary purpose, but so far it’s been fun! I have more stories to share later, but I wanted to get this first enjoyable adventure out there!! Thanks for welcoming me; look forward to seeing you all around!! smooches D