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So I passed a milestone for me yesterday, my first full week in a chastity cage. This is only my 5th time wearing my cage. The first two were less than 24 hours. Put on in the morning and take off at night to have sex with my wife and KH. Then based on some games here I downloaded an app for her phone that created a wheel of chastity time. The third time was 3 days and that was my first overnight experience. Not bad, but certainly not as restful as sleeping without a cage. The fourth time ended up at 6 days. I was kind of disappointed that I came after that and I missed the feeling of devotion and attention to my wife the orgasm denial had given me. Now I am at 8 days and my wife is getting back from a trip tonight and has alluded to all she is going to do to me. I’m not sure what I want to happen and that strikes me as odd. What I have come to terms with is that it really doesn’t matter what I want. What I want is what she wants. If she wants to have sex with me and give me an orgasm I will enjoy it and be grateful. If she wants to keep me locked and simply pleasure her I will do so with joy and energy. If she wants me out, but not give me an orgasm and re-lock me I will be happy as well. One thing I can’t do it seems is avoid a post-orgasm let-down. I guess all I can do is look forward to getting back to this point again. This has been an odd, but electrifying journey into Chastity. Not sure where it will take us, but loving the ride so far.