Introductions discussion

Hello all, I’m fifty-two and can trace my submissive/sissy fantasies back to when I was around ten. Recently, I finally purchased my first device—a Holy Trainer—and it’s currently locked on me. It took four decades for me to start acting on these dreams; money and the fear of not being ‘normal’ or crossing certain lines were big factors. I’ve talked about wanting chastity with my wife, but she’s a little wary of this sudden shift in what I want. If only she realized how long-standing they are… I’ve tracked down some articles to help explain things to her and plan to give her the key on her birthday next week. Hopefully everything goes smoothly; if not, I’ll have to keep my secret life going, which isn’t something I love.