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Just a quick start here… I’m a 51-year-old man who has taken my wife for granted far too long and developed some pretty poor habits toward her. I’m utterly disgusted with how I’ve been acting, so I decided it was time to make a change. After doing plenty of research, I became convinced that a chastity belt (CB) would be the perfect fix for me. So, I ordered a CB-6000 with a Point of Interest (PoI). It arrived this morning (April 22nd, 2009), and after a quick trip to the smallest room upstairs, it was fitted. I wasn’t sure how to bring up my new addition to her attention, so I made her coffee, sat beside her on the sofa, chatted for a bit, and then guided her hand onto my CB. To my surprise, she seemed to grasp my somewhat hesitant explanation of what I was doing and why. Without any hesitation, she took the keys and stashed them away somewhere. I’ll need to take the device off a few times over the next day or so to dial in the perfect fit, but after that, I’m fully committed to 24/7 wear for as long as my Keyholder (KH) desires. To be honest, my feelings are mixed right now. I was used to “playing” whenever I pleased. Obviously, that’s no longer an option, yet I keep feeling aroused by this new situation. Is that normal? I’ve currently got the smallest PoI inserted, but I think I might need to step up to the largest one soon to stop myself completely. I’m not entirely sure what will happen later when we go to bed. Obviously, it’s my first time being locked, and I’ve read plenty of posts online about nighttime erection issues. Hopefully, the PoI will help curb those urges as they arise. Well, that’s a short introduction to why I decided to get locked up. I’ll add more updates later as things progress.