What lies between my legs?

Oh right, it’s just my cock. We’ve been keeping chaste for some time now, but lately I’ve felt quite detached from my manhood. Before, everything seemed to center on my glans, yet now it feels like nothing more than a lump of meat. Many people might forget about the cage altogether, and I’m starting to lose sight of having a cock myself. Don’t misunderstand me; I am happier than ever before. I’ve become less selfish and can focus better on my wonderful wife. I don’t feel castrated either, just inattentive to what’s down there. I’m perfectly fine with it being out of the picture during sex. Does anyone else experience this? I realize her cock is hers and she holds authority over my orgasms, but occasionally it feels like they were never mine to begin with.