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Eventually I’ll reach the end of 2017. After my aunt showed me just how superior women are, it was all downhill from there. Although I didn’t know much about chastity until I discovered Madam magazine and met one very special bossy girlfriend who was so dominant that I felt like I was in heaven. Like any teenage boy though, I never realized quite how lucky I had been. From then on, I went to pro dommes for my fix, got married at 21 with my now ex-wife (who holds the key). During our marriage, I told her about my desire to be dominated and bought a CB3000 cage, but she wasn’t fully interested in it back then (unlike today). We eventually split up amicably enough. So I experimented with self-chastity online using a KH setup which worked really well, although it was expensive.

Then 2 years and 7 months ago, my world turned upside down during a big family gathering where my ex-wife was present. While we were talking, she moved closer, pushed her hand down towards me, and like an idiot I let her put the CB on. She felt around and asked if it still went all in; I could have fainted with that huge gulp as I stammered yes. Then she looked straight into my eyes and asked where the keys were. I told her they were in the car’s ashtray. She took them, and two minutes later returned with a massive grin. I can’t decide if it was the best or worst day of my life.

For the next 2 years things were easy-going with keyholding, plenty of time out, plus one or two odd jobs around the house without sex but it was great having an active key holder.