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When I first began exploring my fetishes over a decade ago now. Chastity was one of the first to catch my eye. It seemed like the ultimate sacrifice to give over my sexual behavior to another. I immediately bought a cage and began my learning journey. I consumed all the info I could find on chastity, fantasies, experiences, teases, videos. What ever I could find. I practiced self chastity for a while til I found the courage to reach out to others online and find a real keyholder. I have been through my fair share of pro Mistress’s online. Enough to figure out what I like and what I don’t like. Ones that were bad for my bank account and ones that were bad for my self esteem, I played with real life friends who were curious about my fetish. But did not have enough passion to put the time in. By the beginning of this year I had all but given up on finding someone that I was completely compatible with. So I just decided to take my fantasies into my own hand, and set the some tasks for the year and found some woman online that I could pay to help make them happen without submitting to them. As I was doing this I ran across Miss Lucy’s twitter, As many other guys, I thought wow she is beautiful so I followed her. As the days and weeks went by, her photos and captions would always catch my eye and I found myself checking her posts more often and thinking about her more each day. I explored her other profiles, read all her writings, and my desire to know more of her grew. She was kind and caring, at the same time strong and self assured. She praised her boys for doing well, and holds back no punches to those that she finds no interest in. After a couple months of studying her profiles, I knew that I want to know more about her. So I composed a polite message and waited to see if she would reply to me. To my surprise, my message caught her attention and she replied quickly. We began to talk everyday, and with each interaction I grew closer to her. She has never let me down always being kind and respectful, her charm and wit made me grow to be closer to her. She is different then any one I have ever served, she is not interested in just playing sexual games or catering to men’s fantasies. She is truly looking for true connections, and so I began serving her. The task she assigns are practical and always suited to something I would enjoy. I have baked cookies to honor her, helped her come up with captions for photos, one of her and my favorite tasks is to build Lego sets to amuse and honor her. To date I have built, 4 sets for her, the latest being the Disney Castle. It is something I enjoy doing, and makes me happy that she enjoys watching me build them in her honor. A couple months ago I asked her if she would like to have me locked up in chastity for her. To my surprise she did not say yes right away, as I am used to in the past, woman just saying yes and giving me a price. We had a serious long discussion on why I wanted it, how serious I was about it, what it meant. Once she was fully satisfied, she agreed to let me serve in chastity. I knew from what I had read, that she has had boys that have been locked up for her for a long time. I wanted to be able to do that for her, but knew that my current chastity cages would not allow it. I talked to her about my idea of getting a custom made cage that I felt would be able to allow me to stay locked for as long as she desired. It would take months for it to be made and arrived. She was fine with this. So I ordered my cage, waited, it finally showed up, I tested it for a few days and found it was painful and would not work. So I sent it back for adjustments, (another week of waiting). All the while keeping her informed, and she was perfectly fine waiting patiently til I had a cage that I was comfortable with. Finally, after 2.5 months, some modifications, I had a cage I felt I could wear for how ever long she wanted me to. I messaged her and told her I was ready. Her response was, Are you sure this is what you want, Are you sure the cage is ready. Giving me every opportunity to back out, she does not want me to be unhappy, she takes immense care to make sure I am okay. I said yes I am ready, and the response from her was simple. Lock it Now!:) I happily locked myself for her. As of the day of posting this, I have been locked for 12 days straight, the timer on chronovault is set to open in 3 years:) I could not be happier to have found Miss Lucy. Everyday, we talk and share ideas. She is an intelligent, creative, beautiful woman, who is kind, caring, and respectful. I love her and am thankful everyday of finally finding someone to serve that fulfills me.