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Late in October 2016, my wife discovered a new gadget she really liked. We had been dabbling with chastity on and off for several years. I was rotating between a CB3 model, sometimes using the number six size or birdlocking it.

I hadn’t seen one of these made from metal before. The way the lock is encased in metal appeals to me. You can’t simply grab bolt cutters and slice your way out like you would with a standard padlock. Here is what she picked up:

The password required is: look.

There is a distinct difference moving from a plastic device that breaks off easily if you wish, to one made of metal where there isn’t anything obvious to cut or manipulate without the key. It messes with your head in a different way psychologically. The plastic feels semi-voluntary; this new setup does not. My wife enjoys control, and knowing she has more grip on things turned her on even more.

What I have learned since is that she was absolutely captivated by the Hypnosis Files included with it. She wasn’t happy when I didn’t just snap it back on for her whenever she asked during certain moments. After sex, I often just wouldn’t feel like putting it back in place. That bothered her, which drew her attention to this device.

I never would have guessed a century ago that some silly hypnosis had any hope of working on me. Actually, I listened specifically to prove her wrong at first. For the initial couple times, I paid close attention with caution to ensure there wasn’t anything weird going on inside it. Once I got comfortable knowing things were normal, I eventually began looking forward to listening sessions. You don’t notice it happening right away. Then one day while listening, they included a test and I couldn’t do what they instructed me to do. At that moment, I knew for sure I was really going under. By then, the point of no return had passed.

To cut a long story short, this stuff works differently AND better than I ever imagined possible. It is quite mad. Next time around, I will share some of the challenges posed by its effects.