Status Report for Over Four Months Complete

Well you might have noticed that I haven’t been posting much lately. My year of chastity is still on track, and while the emotional roller coaster has mostly stabilized - not to say I’m not going a bit mad with randiness (I am) - the ups and downs I used to feel have settled into a steady state of nearly depressing helplessness.

I still get struck by hair-brained pseudo sexual ideas quite often, but I’m less inclined to act on them now.

Socially, I met a nice girl a couple of weeks ago. We’ve gone out to dinner several times, but I haven’t told her about my predicament yet and will probably let things slide rather than face up to this bizarre situation.

Hope you’re all doing well.