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It’s been exactly a year since I made my first post here. At that time, I had just bought the cb6k and my wife was starting to get into it all. It was enjoyable and thrilling; soon enough, our bond felt stronger than ever before. Throughout this past year, we experienced fluctuations in our dynamic of chastity and dominance. In my opinion, she tried harder to enjoy it than her true desire suggested, but she played the role splendidly. A few months back, she claimed she loathed the setup and vowed never to do it again, insisting that after a full year she would keep me locked up longer than I’d ever experienced before. I waited nervously for this one-year milestone, but once she released everything, I mostly let go too. We don’t seem as close now as we did a year ago; while I know not wearing the belt doesn’t cause that distance entirely, it certainly felt correct when it was happening. I miss having her in control and feel like something is absent right now. I still hope she’ll choose to try it again someday, though I won’t hold my breath waiting. The cb stays with me just in case. Watching others on the forum makes me wish I were back in that situation myself; self-enforced chastity doesn’t do much for me either. Apologies if this post feels a bit downbeat—I really hoped to share something more thrilling by today’s date. On another note, I’m listing my FORT steel device in the mall section for anyone who might want it. It hardly saw use from me and hopefully brings joy to someone else. Thank you all at Mansion and my friends here for this past year; I hope to be active again soon.