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I want to keep this brief. My wife and I started chastity play about two years ago. It began with her joking that she would have to lock me up if I didn’t stop being so sexual towards her. After that, I ordered a cage; when it arrived, I was embarrassed but wanted to wear it anyway, which made her giggle. Come evening at bedtime, she asked, “Do you actually have to wear it to bed?” Her tone suggested some reluctance. Since then, her involvement has grown with each lock up. However, there were periods of months where I wasn’t locked at all and I would initiate the re-lock by hinting that maybe she should do it etc. Come this past summer, she locked me for a month (maybe May or June), and after exactly about a month, I was unlocked and left free for another month or so. In July, she mentioned I should put my cage back on. Naturally enough, I did. This time, she has kept me locked for 7 weeks now. I kept pushing her to ask when I’d get out, and she told me to prepare for 3 months but that it might not be quite that long or it could be longer. Yesterday, I came home feeling super turned on. She got me to go down on her, and after I was done, she said “go get the keys (they are with her car keys) and unlock yourself… quickly before I change my mind”. I ran and grabbed the key, unlocking myself swiftly. We had full intercourse which was amazing because it’s been so long. A few minutes later, she told me she felt like she needed to keep pleasuring herself, so I quickly assisted with kissing and licking while she used her vibrator. Then she commanded me to let her ride me but my penis had already gone soft. I tried vigorously to get it back up while she made comments like “look how pathetic you are, you can’t even get hard now.. Maybe i need to get another slave to do what you cant”… after another minute or two she just looked at me and said “It’s done. put your cage back on and clean up”. So now I am here blown away that I’m already locked back up. She has been increasingly turned on by locking me up and teasing me. She has even gone to the lengths to play ‘slave’ time with me where she is ruthless to me and I serve her willingly. She has admitted that spanking me and whipping me turns her on and she is surprised as she didn’t know she was into this. She has even gone as far as to gag me and whip me hard until i’m dancing in pain and she sternly says “stop moving and take it”. I am amazed at how far she has come recently and how fast it has changed. I cant help but wonder where this is going but I will gladly follow her lead. She has admitted she likes that I’m wrapped around her finger and that she controls my penis now. Just wanted to share. Sorry if it’s not the most coherent post!