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This male servant started experimenting with and playing around with enforced long-term male chastity roughly back in the year 2000. Mostly, it has always involved using his computer or being online, which many uneducated folks believe can never be truly “real” enforced chastity. In truth, it can be very real, perhaps even more so than the games people constantly read about here where most participants just have extremely tolerant and loving Wives/Girlfriends indulging in their men’s fantasies to satisfy their own selfish desires.

Over these many years, technology has obviously improved greatly, as well of course the popularity, quality, and security of custom-made chastity devices. Women are also rightly and increasingly embracing confidence in their natural-born superiority over men. With Skype and other instant online cam and messaging software available today, online enforced male chastity has become exceptionally “real.”

Online ownership by a beautiful dominant female makes cuckolding entirely practical and takes it to an extreme level. Naturally, the woman is always enjoying herself sexually throughout while your useless member stays locked indefinitely. Being online means your member is absolutely useless to her after all, nor does your sexual pleasure matter much to her at all. Why should it?

Many years passed quickly, and this servant’s interests steadily grew into a desire for living life in submission as a slave owned by a woman. On New Year’s Eve 2011 he was permitted his last unlocked orgasm. By then he was mentally and completely emotionally dependent on the approval of a superior female to be capable of physically having a guilt-free pleasurable orgasm.

Then in March 2012, he realized what his true nature had become: he is to be a permanent chastity slave for women. To serve, provide support, kindness, respect, devotion, happiness, and amusement to women. He has not been unlocked, able to have an erection or orgasm, since then. All that health talk about the need for regular orgasms to maintain a healthy prostate is a complete piece of myth. A myth created by men for their own selfish pleasure and sexual gratification. This slave has been locked straight through today for 2,186 days. That is nearly six years!

For example, those who claim they are being forced to cross-dress by their dominant partners also present a complete piece of myth. Over time we develop a growing desire to accept our deepest and darkest natures and badly need to embrace them. Claiming that something you secretly desire but can’t admit is being forced upon you by someone superior is exciting but also hilarious to this slave. You are doing it simply because that is what you really need, want, and must have to be your true self mentally, emotionally, and sexually.

Yes, I am a “voluntary” permanent chastity slave now who completely understands myself and my purpose. Being unselfish, non-narcissistic, useful, and worshipping all women beyond my own perversions, embracing everything that stands for female supremacy for the betterment of humankind. This is definitely not for the players here or something they can mentally or emotionally understand if they cannot live a “real” male chastity lifestyle.

When you are living a life locked in a device solely and completely to please and be devoted only to a woman’s needs and pleasures, not for your own selfish, kinky fantasies that get you off sexually while she plays along because she wants you happy, then it will never be “real”. It can never be real until it is no longer about your ego-driven narcissism.

This slave does not have scheduled release dates or tasks to earn a release or an orgasm. I live the chastity lifestyle with joy knowing my female owner calls all the shots, is always happy and confident, and knows she is superior in every way.

Absolutely, this is only this slave’s personal opinion alone which I am extremely grateful to allow me to express freely here.

Peace and happiness to everyone, whether it be playfully or seriously real.