Ending Self-Imposed Chastity

Last April, I began my journey into chastity. My wife and I had just reunited after a period of being apart; we married young, and now our children are grown and parents.

My wife was already aware of my bisexual side and the sort-of gay relationship I’d been in, which has since ended.

I felt an intense pull towards chastity even during that time. On Monday, my wife asked if we could restart our sex life, and I said yes (it had been three years since I last slept with her). So, I was open with her, letting her know I am in chastity now, though she seems to have had some idea about it because when I’m online, I leave the chastity blog visible for her.

We talked it over, and she agreed to be part of my chastity journey. Yes, we did have sex; I was told to remove my device. That happened Monday night. Yesterday, I handed my keys over to her and asked her to read up on how she can act as my keyholder; she agreed. So this weekend, we are both researching (I have now come out).

This morning—May 3rd, 2016—I told my wife that yesterday marked the first day of our official chastity relationship. She looked at me with a bit of strain like asking “why tell me?” My answer was that I hadn’t slept much, but this sleeplessness is because I am now part of chastity.

I would appreciate some more information from Celtic or Lioness resources so my wife can become a keyholder and understand me better as a chastity male.

Chastity Male for 1 year Wearing Black Tiger Ride; soon to wear the HT2 (clear), which my wife chose.