Chastity and orgasm denial discussion

For me, it's no longer a bother... I've been wearing it for so long that I actually miss it when I take it off. And I am ALWAYS disappointed when Mistress tells me to remove it... usually because she needs a break from my needy behavior caused by being locked up. However, I typically remain locked except during playtime for periods of 3 or 4 months at a time, and then she might allow me a week out. I have even gone 12 months with continuous lockup (aside from play). Everything has its ups and downs. When Mistress and I first started, it was full of tease and denial... plus sex almost every day... Nowadays, we basically have one dedicated play day per week, which is that. I would never get tired of the initial phase, but the once-a-week schedule can get a bit tedious—though maybe I'm being greedy. I don't mean to sound ungrateful because many men would feel lucky to count on at least weekly play sessions, but sometimes it's tough, especially when you're horny and there seems no reason NOT to have sex other than Mistress just not feeling like it... Because, like all locked-up men, we want play ALL the friggin' time... The only times I really hate wearing it, and feel compelled to rip it off, are during arguments. Sometimes they don't even need to be with her directly, but arguing with her is the worst because I dislike conflict....but we are human:)...even if my argument has nothing to do with work, sometimes I feel like it would be better without the device because wearing it can make you feel a bit dickless—which, in some ways, is true... lol... It is an addiction nonetheless, and it doesn't fade. In reality, I think taking breaks occasionally is good, but once you start down the path of chastity ...I actually can't imagine life without it. There are times when I find it tedious as mentioned above, but Mistress prefers me locked... so for the most part, that's how it stays. But god damn if she gets annoyed with me for complaining lol (sheesh, I get in trouble even when I think my complaints are valid).