Chastity and orgasm denial discussion

Hi everyone, I’m still getting used to the physical part of chastity. We have a holy trainer 2 and I’ve struggled in the past to get it on due to the size of my testicles. I’ve been practicing getting the ring on for months but only manage to get it on about 1 in 4 tries. Anyway, I was feeling horny and Mistress is away, so I decided to try to get the ring on and was successful, so I locked myself away. I’m curious how well it will go with this on; the first time I bruised my testicles pretty badly, the second time went better but after about 4 hours of being constantly excited the ring started burning badly and I had to remove it. I’ll keep trying until it gets better. The biggest problem I have is that my testicles are high and tight and I need to wear it longer to have my testicles fall some; but in order to wear it I need to have a bigger ring so I can get it on and comfortable. Currently in the 50mm ring and it’s tight; I can get most of my finger under so it’s not too tight. Hopefully, it will get better soon. Anyway, I know this was a long post with no real question, but I wanted to share. I’d love any idea’s, comments or suggestions any of you would have.