Personal ads - Looking for a keyholder or sub? discussion

I wasn’t planning to go through with this, but I suppose if you don’t ask, you won’t get… For a long time, I have been interested in chastity, yet after much reflection, soul-searching, and experimentation, I’ve realized it is far more than that. My true interest lies in sexual submission. Yes, I yearn to be placed into chastity, but not by my own volition. I do not wish to stand quietly while someone fastens the belt on me, or worse, lock it on myself willingly. No, I want to be bound, struggling and fighting every inch of the way as a Lady exerts Her authority and control, forcing me to comply even though I resist. I long to remain in that state despite my protests. Denied any release unless She desires it. I need Her to take pleasure when and how She chooses, compelling my body to do things I don’t want - taking my cum against my will without allowing me any pleasure of my own, forcing me to cum again and again even as I beg Her not to, keeping me on edge until I cry for release…using me for Her amusement while never giving me a chance to escape. Bind me, chain me, strap me down. Immobilize me so that submission is my only option. Take away all freedom, seize complete control of my body, make me dance to your tune. I am fascinated by things that strip away my ability to self-control. Chastity devices, prostate milking, electroplay, catheters, machine masturbation… anything that makes my body act beyond my control excites me. By any measure, I am not an easy conquest. I possess a naturally dominant personality but also harbor a deep-seated desire to submit. I do not do long-distance or online arrangements; they simply don’t work for me, so it is hands-on or nothing - I live in central Scotland and can travel within reason. I am employed, financially stable, and generally consider myself good company outside the bedroom. Interested… talk to me!