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I’m using an exobelt chastity device… I picked it up on eBay expecting something like the cb3000 and cb6000 models, where you could just pop out to masturbate and slip back in. My gf/mistress/keyholder caught me doing this, and eventually my routine caused the cb6000 to break. We stopped playing with chastity for two years… after we split up I ordered the exobelt so I could experiment on my own… as we reconnected and spent more time together she found out I was wearing it again. Things progressed, and she took possession of my keys. Now I am her total slave; she owns me completely. This device won’t come off for me at all… I get a chance to make love with her once a week if I behave well. Before she will release my cock, I have to use my tongue to please her while chained to the bed by a collar. She won’t unlock me from the bed until my cock is secured back inside. Afterward, it’s back to servicing her pussy orally every day until she decides it’s time to let me out again. I don’t get to ask for an unlocking; it happens on her terms. When we first started with chastity, she wasn’t very keen on it, but over time it has become a serious part of our relationship. My cock is truly enslaved by her authority. If anyone knows how to escape this setup, please tell me. I feel trapped!