Introductions discussion

After all this time, I finally realized I haven’t properly introduced myself. Hello everyone, I’m allfullup.

Chastity has been my desire for most of adulthood. My first CB-2000 arrived around the start of its second production run (I think they cost $275 back then?). Since there weren’t many people nearby to interact with, I mostly enjoyed solitary play and fantasy, aside from a few intense online multi-week scenes. Later, someone locked me up for short periods and accidentally gave me my first ruined orgasm—so you could say I was hooked right away. In fact, if a dominant partner gives their potential submissive two consecutive ruined orgasms on two dates in a row, it really shows who the serious denial enthusiasts are… but let’s not get off track.

Since then, I spent a couple of years with someone who intentionally gave me mostly ruined orgasms before our relationship ended for other reasons.

Now to present day. A few nights ago, my goddess—who was quite vanilla when we started dating about a year back—gave me the most powerful scene of my life so far. She had me blindfolded and gagged, with hands and feet tied to an exercise chair. She flogged my back, buttocks, and inner thighs, then used a zip tie to strike and scrape the head of her penis, creating a surprisingly intense sensation. Occasionally she would put on gloves and edge me two or six times. After what felt like half an hour but lasted forever, I was moved to the bed with wrists bound to my neck. She donned fresh gloves again, edged me roughly six more times using one finger in my anus, and asked if I wanted to release for her.

I nodded thanks for the full orgasm about to happen, but she squeezed pressure points on the head of her penis right as it happened because I’d been touching it without permission. The result? A ruined orgasm. We spent a lovely long cuddle afterwards while I returned to normal consciousness.

We are currently looking for an affordable, lightweight device that attaches via piercing, allows some arousal, and ideally works with or without an “A ring”. We tried the 3000 model, which made masturbation inside quite easy. Now, I’m giving the 2000 one last shot using a vinyl-coated steel wire strung tightly through my PA ring, then looping through the sides of the cage between the C and D rings before attaching to the lock with crimped loops.

Any other suggestions? If this attempt fails, Lori’s device is likely our next choice, though it costs more—a significant amount we’d rather avoid if possible.

See you all around!