Introductions discussion

I’m not entirely certain about what I hope to get from this, but it’s obvious that something here appeals enough for me to give it a shot. At the moment, my approach is quite practical, though I admit there are elements of fantasy involved as well. The ideas behind semen retention really catch my interest, and I’m also interested in exploring FLR at least within our bedroom. Like many who begin down this path, I am working to break a lifelong habit of masturbation so that I can be better for both my wife and me. I’ve been reading through the site quietly for quite a while now. This forum has helped shape my thinking considerably; thanks everyone here. I’ve dabbled in this off and on over several years. My wife initially struggled to accept it since we’re pretty traditional, though she remains somewhat unsure so we are proceeding gradually. She is finally getting more comfortable with the idea, making things feel more genuine. We aren’t Catholic, but each Lent provides a good reason to try lasting longer in this state. Last year I managed about 30 days straight. Since mid-February of this year, I’ve been at it again. Occasionally I need to pass through metal detectors, so I lock myself up and let my wife hold the primary key while using an app alongside a combination padlock to keep mine out of reach for several days when needed. Depending on our schedule, I have slowly extended how long I stay away from access. I’m eager to participate more actively here but will continue taking it easy and mindful of what I share since keeping much of my private life under wraps matters to me.