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After some time away from chastity, I find myself locked up once more. Wow. During that period out of the cage, I would always ask her to lock me in and manage my orgasms, and she’d invariably say yes, but it just wasn’t the right moment yet. I pushed several times with no result. Other times, I took charge and locked myself up, handing over the keys. Last week during one of those talks, I was practically pleading to be caged, and she told me I needed to do the reverse: first prove myself a good boy by making a solid case for her to keep me shut. So, I spent the weekend trying to please my wife, thinking hard about how to make that argument while giving her as much pleasure as possible. It felt like it wasn’t quite enough compared to what we hoped for. On Monday, after having had a few more drinks, I begged again but she said no. I pressed harder; I was incredibly horny. She started asking: Why do you need this so badly? What’s the appeal? For how long? To her, sex without a penis is just not enjoyable. I tried to explain that it’s because I like being controlled and have this fantasy of losing control over my orgasms. You can keep me locked for a while so I truly feel what chastity means—the power of your domain. I told her she could go without him for a bit since she can find pleasure in other ways, but I couldn’t. I also emphasized how important she is to me and that I wouldn’t hand control over to just anyone. No answer came immediately. Excited by this exchange, I suddenly removed her panties along with my own underwear and entered her without asking permission first. The reception was warm; I held back as much as I could to avoid climaxing until she did. Once she reached her orgasm, she placed a hand on my chest and pulled away. I remained rock hard while she gave me a wonderful handjob at that moment, saying I couldn’t cum now if I wanted her to lock me up. Her reply was: Now you have your good argument; you can lock yourself (said with authority). I understood the hint. This time, I chose the curved device and it’s driving me mad because of the strange sensation when aroused: Desperation, frustration, confinement—I’m not sure yet. I texted her and she just smiled. I am learning that this device prevents erections; she has already charged me with this rule before. It is difficult since I am still in these early hours of use and already regretting it somewhat. Let’s see how far she will push me. Sorry about the English, sometimes I rely on a translator.