Journals and blogs discussion

Hi everyone, I don’t currently have time to write out all my beginnings in full, so I might put down a brief summary and flesh it out later on. I am happy to listen to advice, thoughts, and answer questions. I would like to use this as a blog for others to enjoy and as a record of events. This site was chosen above others because it has real-life content and is not just fantasy. It will all need to be approved by The Goddess @SoftStart who holds the KH title, so she will most likely follow along too. Please be kind with your suggestions since The Goddess is always looking for new ideas. Intro. We are a couple in our late 30s. The Goddess truly deserves her title; I think the word has been waiting for her to arrive. The Goddess might even be magical, as I am sure she cast a spell on me. But the magic doesn’t stop there; The Goddess also possesses a magical vagina… I feel like the luckiest man alive having the privilege of waking up next to The Goddess. Over the years, I have come to realize that my penis (which is no longer mine) can control me. The Goddess knows this and is now taking full advantage, which I am eternally grateful for. Click. We have been trying to find a cage suitable for 24/7 wear to lock up what is now called The Goddess’s “little nub”. We found a small device from DHgate that fits somewhat poorly but is being used at the moment, with some different variations arriving soon. Although not a perfect fit, the current device could probably stay on 24/7 if needed; its longest stretch was 7 days and it could have stayed longer. Work will need to be done to any purchased device to ensure complete security or at least make re-insertion impossible without being unlocked. There are 2 keys involved, which I do not possess either of them. I have uploaded a couple of pics to my gallery; if anyone can offer advice on why it fits so poorly, it would be appreciated. Punishment. The Goddess is a firm but fair disciplinarian who prefers using a riding crop over other impact implements. It seems the Goddess likes to ensure I learn my lesson quickly without needing follow-up sessions dwelling on the same topic. This explains how her riding crop broke while being used on me for leaving dirty washing on the floor. The washing hasn’t been left there since. Goddess pleasure. It has been established that I cannot fuck The Goddess hard enough or long enough as she is entitled to do. As a result, The Goddess has me service her orally, sometimes with the inclusion of a vibrator. The Goddess has also recently begun showing interest in finding a suitable gentleman to fulfill her need for penetration from the real deal. Consequently, I have been told this may lead to The Goddess having no use for her little nub anymore. Release. At this stage, I have been released at least once every 7 days, generally with a combination of full Os and some ruined ones. The Goddess has made it known that she wants to reach a 4-month period of chastity once issues like security and penetration requirements are sorted out. How and Why I arrived in my current state by my own request; at times I feel this is a great example of being careful what you wish for. As pointed out by The Goddess, I had access to sex whenever I wanted prior to asking to be made chaste. I requested it for the kink factor, and The Goddess liked the idea as it helps change my chronic masturbation behavior and focus my attention on her. I believe it is helping in both these areas. The relationship is flourishing under The Goddess’s leadership; her unsurpassed level of patience, caring, and understanding is why it is now starting to work. For years, I believed that a relationship like this would work just like in erotic fantasy literature. However, The Goddess was quick to show me the errors and flaws in my thought process. The Goddess and I have already had a fantastic journey together, and I hope the rest of my life’s journey is with her. I am so in Love with you Goddess; you bring me happiness like no one ever before.