Journals and blogs discussion

The other day, my wife spotted that I’d unlocked during some tough gardening work. This followed an earlier unlock after a lengthy bike ride which had caused some discomfort (the first time in nearly two years cycling has been problematic!). She mentioned it last night, noting she was worried I might be falling into a habit.

Back in April, I promised to stay locked up (aside from hygiene needs) until our 10th anniversary in November 2018. She reminded me that the commitment is firm and non-negotiable until then. After giving me a quick kiss and stroking my cage for a moment, she told me to be reliable and keep my promise.

Now I’m trying not to count the days while reflecting on this. Three months have passed, but the remaining 15 feel endless. Plus, there’s no guarantee of what happens after that date; it simply marks when we’ll discuss ending chastity.

Ugh. My wife is wonderful, yet I wish she hadn’t brought this up. I was finally comfortable taking things day by day without stressing over duration. Now it feels like starting from scratch again.

Afterward, she started asking what I’d prefer for our 10th anniversary. I struggled to think of something romantic that would please her, while my thoughts kept circling back to being unlocked and inside her! I managed to suggest finding a cozy cabin somewhere along the Mississippi River in Wisconsin or Minnesota.

Now I’m fixated on our 10th anniversary and what might occur.