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Hello fellow members I am a prisoner of my penis and welcome to my journal. I have been a member here since November 2008, with an interest in chastity that dates back even further. I have worn a CB on and off since 2005, self-locking pretty much continuously since then while searching for a Mistress to lock me and serve. It has been a long journey, often depressing, filled with rejection. A few weeks ago, I found Ms Laurel; we started chatting, sorted out the details, and she agreed to take control. She is wonderful—a lovely Mistress who cares deeply and pays attention to my concerns. I am happy, excited, yet scared all at once to finally be under a Mistress’s power. We live apart, so it will be long distance, but that suits me fine; having a KH is great. On November 18th, I locked myself into my CB6Ks and sent the keys to her. It has been four days now since my lockup began. Ms Laurel hasn’t specified exactly how long this initial lockdown lasts. As mentioned before, it feels different not holding the key; being controlled is both scary and exciting. So far, so good—I love the sensation of confinement in my cage. When I try to erect, there is no room at all! Being accustomed to locking up means sleeping isn’t an issue anymore, which is a relief. Re-entering the cage brings me security; knowing Ms Laurel owns me makes me happy. I will keep you posted on my progress in this new journal. Thank you, Ms Laurel!!!