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Alright, I’m back inside the lock after nearly three weeks away. The doctor checked me this morning and seemed pleased with how my vasectomy is healing. Everything feels okay right now; I wasn’t sure if I could even handle wearing the device again given how things have reshaped down there in my scrotum. It’s on, though not fitting exactly like it did before, but I’m working up to that level of comfort and security.

Fingers crossed everything goes smoothly so I can surprise my partner tonight—assuming she doesn’t notice first. While I was out of chastity, I told my key holder to check out some hand job videos online (I think they were called “hand job techniques” or something similar). Good heavens, I wish someone had introduced me to them years ago! With plenty of lube and her newly acquired skills, she has me squirming with pure joy. If you do one thing today, visit those sites and make sure your key holder does too. It gives me tingles just thinking about it. I also picked up a few extra items to add some spice: a blindfold, mouth gags, and a masturbation toy. The idea of using these kept me going while I was out there.

Here’s to 2010, hoping for a fantastic yet frustrating year of denial.