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Writing is something I enjoy, yet often when I sit down to do it, the urge to say everything upfront makes me hesitate and leave the work undone. So let’s cut to the chase. Speaking of hesitation, I’m a guy on the smaller side who bought his first chastity device back in 2001 or ‘02—a Curve model. Can’t help myself. Last Monday, I finally gave in to those close-out deals on hot pink CB2k cages that included free shipping and complimentary POI inserts. By Thursday, there it was: a tiny pecker locked away with little plastic spikes ready to nip at any desire to move. This followed a week where I managed fairly consistent edging. So I’ve been adjusting things around (without actually doing the deed), and this afternoon I think I found a good long-term configuration pairing medium POIs with the CB2K cage. The old masochist’s rule applies: if it isn’t miserable, am I even happy? I expect to be comfortably wretched by 2AM—just enough misery without being overwhelmed. I plan to keep myself locked in by giving my partner the key; she’s taking her car for her night shift anyway. Even us masochists will scramble for the key if it’s there, usually around 3AM when that second spontaneous erection of the night shifts things from funishment into real punishment.