Introductions discussion

I’m a highly sexually frustrated virgin in my mid-twenties. I’ve been “struggling” with an intense urge to dive deeper into chastity and female-led dynamics. When I say struggling, it’s because I feel more than just mild irritation at how powerfully things like humiliation, chastity, or femdom affect me. I wish they didn’t hit so hard, but their intensity is impossible to ignore, which has led me on this exploration of those strong emotions. Eager for some perspective from the boards.