Oh my god ... the U ring on my cb6000s broke

I’ve been in my cage for nearly two years now. Aside from the occasional release, I only get out long enough to maintain proper hygiene … and always under her watchful eye. During that time, I haven’t gone without my device being on me.

To put it simply… my wife isn’t convinced I won’t start masturbating again if she lets me unlock myself. Honestly, I’m not entirely sure I trust myself either.

So here’s the situation: my ring snapped last night while we were watching TV (she was focused on the screen; I was massaging her feet and legs). I felt an erection coming on and then sensed the cage give way. At first, I thought the red plastic security lock had failed. I mentioned something must have gone wrong when I pulled down my pants and panties to reveal that the plastic circle where the base attaches had snapped off.

I tried super gluing it back together… but it just won’t stay put … not even temporarily until my new U ring arrives.

So, here I am … for the first time in almost two years … completely unlocked and unsupervised. The feeling is dreadful; I don’t feel right at all. Being without the cage feels so unfamiliar. I couldn’t sleep last night, and tonight looks no better. My wife remains skeptical about my self-control and has already warned me that if she even “suspects” I’ve masturbated, it’s over between us.

It feels incredibly strange having to urinate with just my bare penis exposed. I still sit down out of habit, but when I touch myself… something is off. Chastity has been the center of my existence, and now that it’s gone … everything feels so odd.

I’m a bundle of nerves. It’s quite unsettling. Perhaps I should have switched to metal like everyone suggests … or at least kept a spare ring on hand. (Though I do have a spare cage).

Not sure why I posted this, but I’d love to hear your thoughts.

Good luck to me! rkiee