Chastity and orgasm denial discussion

> Staylocked said: > What Did I Do?! > In the last two weeks, during our first chance to play, as she was about to climax, she instructed me to cum....but I declared that I Didn't Want To! I feel like my sanity is slipping! > Click to expand... If she gave you a direct order to cum, then disobedience is what you've shown.

I concur with @Rectrix; you have been disobedient and deserve punishment. However, it also hinges on your level of commitment since this shock regarding not cumming or wanting to stay denied is new for you. This could be another step toward submission. Your KH still believes you need an orgasm, but over time she might stop asking or allowing the chance to cum. Chastity and committing to a Female Led Relationship involve many steps; this is just one more of them. You ought to be punished for your disobedience. Best wishes.