Is the Experience Worth It?

I’m in the middle of my second week without orgasm (OD). Being with her makes it really intense, but I feel restless and hard to focus. For those first eleven days, she wasn’t in a big mood for sex and didn’t want me pushing too hard. This morning she mentioned that if we hadn’t already settled on three more weeks of this, she would have been totally up for some action. I could’ve probably had good sex and returned to my normal routine, but noooooo. Right now I’m here while she’s out having brunch with a friend, feeling quite tangled inside. Ugh, not sure what to do.