Struggling To Re-engage

My streak of three and a half weeks broke just before Easter, and I’ve been struggling to get back into the groove since then. Up until last week, it didn’t even excite me anymore. The orgasms I had missed out on were wonderful; they soothed my nerves and left me feeling great. But lately, that familiar itch has returned, and I wore the device for roughly a day without saying anything to my girlfriend.

She was pleasantly surprised by this and brought herself to multiple climaxes many times over. Yet eventually she took it off, which cut short one of those moments. She let me cum the following day, though she noted that it didn’t count toward my current streak. So I’ve kept on enjoying these releases.

I occasionally chat with a girl on Tumblr who has laid down specific rules for when and how I should release, among other things, but I struggled to stick to her guidelines for more than 24 hours at a time. Has anyone else lost their passion for chastity/denial, or am I just going “soft”? (Pun intended)