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After years of dabbling i decided that i needed to push my submissive side further. To that end i contacted a mistress that i was seeing last year begging Her to take me back and control me with the use of chastity but with a difference. In the past when chastity has become too much i ended up cutting the lock of the device which meant i could not go back to the Mistress but gained my freedom. To prevent this mistress suggested that She would take some compromising and humiliating pictures of me which would be posted on Her website and others if i cut the lock or stop serving Her. i asked if W/we could have a session whereby She could ease me back into submission to which She initially agreed but as She has already insisted that i wear the device as well as slutty female underwear to the session and that She will be taking pics i am full of fear. i was hoping to discuss bounderies but so far She has mentioned nothing. Having said that, once She has the pics and the keys there is nothing to stop Her changing any agreements. The first session is this sunday!