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I’m attempting to channel all my urges toward my princess. It’s quite a struggle, though, when I don’t have my device on. I manage well for a few days, sometimes even a week, but I am only human. Between the hormones and ingrained habits, I finish without her help. Being a switch doesn’t make it easier since I’m not always inclined to be submissive. My princess is almost entirely domme, and I adore being dominated by her. I’ve given her my manhood, and she has taken it.

My Princess picked out a birdlocked pico for me after we discussed it at length (it arrived today). The wicked joy in her eyes as she uses the nails to pinch the head of my cock is lovely. If she’s having a particularly frustrating day, she might slide half an alligator clip into my urethra with the other half sticking out, let it clamp down, and then tug on it—the pain feels good. While she works, she sometimes orders me to wear Mike’s Spikes (a variation of Kali’s Teeth Bracelet which is great but tends to fall off due to weight during long periods). I have a high tolerance for pain, so we decided the pico was perfect.

I really want to keep the pico on 24/7, unless she wants me out. I’m too shy to ask directly, but could someone explain how to get both testicles through the ring? Perhaps my scrotum is just naturally tight most of the time; one goes in and the other slips back. I’ve tried tying a string around them and pulling, even then, as I push my penis through, one still escapes. I’ve watched birdlocked’s videos, so I’ve been following their guidance. Any advice would be great. I really don’t want this to turn into a wasted $150.

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