Introductions discussion

Greetings everyone, I am new to chastity. I have been experimenting with a locking cock cage J054.jpg for about a year (using the smaller version). Last week, after researching on various forums, I decided to purchase a birdlocked neo model. 3.jpg The customer service at was phenomenal. They replied quickly and my device arrived in 5 days. Unfortunately, no one was home when it delivered, so I had to go to the post office to collect it. Then I worked for five hours, constantly thinking about my device waiting in the car. On my first try, it took roughly an hour to put on. It was difficult holding the cage to the side while getting both testicles through the ring and pushing my clit through as well; I wished for a third hand or even better, a helper. I tried inserting my clit first then slipping my balls in afterwards, but that proved impossible because my engorged blood flow made it too tight. I worried squeezing them more might crush them between the ring and my clit. So, I reverted to the recommended method: balls first, then clit. However, every time my balls went through, my clit would harden and not fit. Eventually, I put a shirt over my lap played xbox while waiting for my erection to subside enough to slip it in. It was work, but once locked up, what a sight! My poor trapped in clear silicone, aching because it couldn’t swell. Other reviewers were right about the birdlocked pushing your balls away from your body. Thankfully mine aren’t so snug that they hurt too much; they feel continually engorged, which I hope is due to backed-up semen. It was hard to keep my mind off this captive plaything, so for sleep help, I had a wine enema held in with Tristan’s butt plug Tristan-1-Solid-Black-VX065BK_2.JPG . Unsure if I put too much wine or was just tired, but I slept right through my alarm clock. Peeing helped with the engorged feeling upon waking, though I still wanted to ejaculate. But that wasn’t an option yet. Determined to stay locked without coming for 24 hours. The next seven hours were tough staying focused on work knowing I was secured. To cover up the bulge, I wore boxers and baggy shorts. Thankfully it’s summer so wearing shorts at work is acceptable. Even with layers, I found myself rearranging my package before standing to make it less noticeable. One thing about the neo: there is a small flange at the top, perhaps for form-fitting purposes, that pokes out farther when my clit points down. I wish this flange wasn’t there; considering cutting it off so the device sits closer and looks cleaner. I am also thinking of using a riveter to put a hole in it and attach a belt or string to hold the device snugger against my abdomen, as I dislike how my still pushes the device and balls away from my body despite being locked. The latowski device looks very clean The-Chastity-Belt-for-Men—1.jpg , too bad it costs $2000 which I can’t afford right now. Well, I finished work and couldn’t wait to get home. It may not seem like much to experienced members here, but for this neophyte, the first 24 hours felt eternal. When I arrived, I stripped off my clothes and took a few photos before doing anything else (see attached pic) to memorialize the event. Having reached this milestone, I wanted to reward myself with hands-free ejaculation. To help out, I brought out my realistic pink vibrator 8110232N.jpg I laid a towel in front of the couch and gathered a plate, some lube, a small mirror, and put on a porno. Slowly at first I worked the dildo into my ass without turning it on. Soon my impatience made me increase the vibration and thrust vigorously in and out for about ten minutes. Dribbling clear pre-cum onto the plate but no semen yet. I decided to try riding it to see if that would produce a better result. Rode for five more minutes hoping to ejaculate. When this failed again, I resorted to stimulating my clit through the device. Squeezing did nothing; pulling up and down simulated masturbation well. Feeling closer now. Pulled harder on the device while in the back of my mind worrying not damaging it during these exuberant attempts. Had the key close by just in case but didn’t want release yet. Wanted to come locked up. Continued riding with vibration maxed out, yanking away. Really close. The porno featured a hot brunette getting plowed in the ass right as I was climaxing. Finally—with her moaning, him grunting, vibrator buzzing, and lock clacking against my device as I pulled hard for all worth—managed to come on the plate in two great spurts. Nirvana at last! Hoping soon to have a hands-free orgasm shared with a keyholder enjoying it, but like many other lonely chaste members, currently alone. your fellow locked member, iheartchastity