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Hi there. I’ve been lurking at both this site and for a long time. Today I placed an order for a CB6000, so I’m stepping out of the shadows to say hello. My path into male chastity was fairly standard. My masturbation sessions were getting longer, and soon enough I stumbled upon delayed orgasm, which naturally led me to orgasm denial. I can’t recall exactly how it happened, but I remember reading a story on Altairboys’ website called ‘the Demo.’ It turned me on more than anything before or probably ever will. That’s what got me into Male Chastity. Back then, I was in college and hadn’t considered buying a device until two years later when I moved out independently. I purchased a CB3000 and liked it overall, except for one major design flaw. I had found the ideal mix of spacers and rings. The only issue arose because my cock would get hard whenever I tried to put it on. Once secured though, it was comfortable; I wouldn’t even notice it during the day. Erections felt good and stimulating. I’d wake up with throbbing morning wood, but there was no need to roll out of bed or anything drastic. Id just enjoy the sensation of my cock being gently gripped along with the frustration of not stroking it. After five days of 24/7 wear, the hinge at the bottom of the ring had nearly torn a hole in my scrotum. I think I waited another five days before jerking off, letting the abrasion heal up. When I finally came—ten days since my last orgasm—it was so intense and strong that my PC muscle cramped and it really hurt. I stopped wearing the 3000 and eventually threw it away because paranoia set in about someone finding it. That back in 2006. Now, Im ready to experience chastity seriously on my own terms. I have a few people in mind for keyholding, but the stigma remains that this is such a weird fetish. Someday, Id love to find a loving Keyholder. I think thats plenty for a first post. Im writing up a short essay detailing what draws me to Male Chastity, why I want it, and my expectations from it. Thanks for reading all of this!