Introductions discussion

i hail from Malta and have had an interest in BDSM activities since my childhood, sparked by a book I read at the library. years later i got into tease and denial, though i struggled to find a partner who shared this interest. i did try some light bondage with someone once, but it didn’t last long. more recently, as i started traveling across Europe, i’ve been visiting professional dominatrices; sometimes they come to Malta too. essentially, i’ve realized that i identify as a sissy or femboy. while i’m not yet tied down to one specific domme, i want to explore my options with several of them before committing, particularly regarding chastity devices. i am single and date occasionally, but i often wonder how it would feel to see someone regularly while keeping the device on. i began experimenting with a House of Denial 600 pink model. initially, i wore it for two days and a night. then i realized my mistake: i hadn’t attached it correctly! once i found the right way, things improved. although this isn’t the top-tier device available, i wanted to start simple before moving on to other models later. i lost the small spacer I was using but replaced it with a rubber band after getting advice from the forum. i’ve slept in it again since then and had a good night’s rest. the next day, while wearing it during the day, the ring slipped out eventually. so, i decided to try the slightly smaller size instead, which seems much better now.