Female led relationships discussion

I’m just about to hit day 29 without an orgasm, a milestone I’ve never quite reached before. The intense urge has settled down somewhat compared to the peak of days five through eighteen, and I have fully accepted my role as your sub for however long you desire. Still, I feel driven to constantly remind her how gorgeous she is and that I am here to fulfill every one of her wishes, doing whatever she pleases, along with expressing just how much adoration I hold for her. I worry a bit that I might be overdoing it.

She mentioned that tomorrow we are having full intercourse, which makes me feel slightly cautious about this period of chastity finally ending. I have grown used to the mental state of being chaste now. It is uncertain whether it will occur; however, I anticipate needing to ask her for sex tomorrow, hoping to get a thrill when she rejects my request. I can still remain locked up if I choose by not making any requests since she won’t be asking me for anything—I just have to initiate (and I am permitted to). Yet, part of me doesn’t want her to agree. On the other hand, I know that if she does say yes, the experience will be wonderful. I get to taste her pussy and enjoy intercourse with multiple orgasms as many times as desired. It is quite a dilemma: it is truly confusing my mind.

I suspect this situation developed because I am being overly affectionate towards her, prompting her decision to grant me some relief. Tomorrow will tell the tale: she might refuse, having done similar things recently.