Introductions discussion

So.. here I am. Attempting a new chapter in life. It’s something I never would have guessed myself into, yet it’s becoming quite addictive. Throughout my entire existence, I’ve always been driven by sexuality. I can still recall the times I’d make my barbies go at it lol. Through all those sexual adventures, I’ve consistently taken on the role of a submissive girlfriend. Always following orders in bed. I had just figured out that deep down, I’m more submissive than dominant. Yet when it comes to everyday life, I naturally lead.

Fast forward to several months back. I’d been alone for quite some time. Then, unexpectedly, I met someone who drew me in immediately and felt comfortable with him as he did with me. He dropped hints here and there about his kinkier side, and of course, I told him I love sex and will try most anything. So after a bit more encouragement, he finally admitted that he wanted to be locked up along with some other arrangements.

At first, I was genuinely surprised. Not negatively though; I’m quite open-minded. But it took me a moment to fully grasp what he meant. Once we discussed it and decided to give it a shot, I liked it immediately. There were definitely some bumps in the road. Being mean doesn’t come easily to me, so that’s an area we’ve been working on together. Also, dealing with his difficult moments has been part of the journey—he can be persistent. Although he is improving significantly.

I tried to explain that if he remained this challenging all the time, I might lose interest because it would become too stressful. Currently, things are looking up. Communication has improved, and he seems much more submissive and helpful now. I’m happy to receive any tips!