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I’ve had the chastity cage on for more than a day now. I’d been meaning to try one out for some time. I’m not entirely sure why, but it feels like something connected with control, even though this is self-imposed confinement. This means I need to be very disciplined. So far, I haven’t felt the urge to remove it, despite sensing an erection coming on; that feeling passed quickly. Yesterday I visited a mistress who liked my cage and teased me by shaking it or playing with my balls. It was fun being tied to a cross, getting spanked, and having an electro wand rubbed over my body. It hurt, but in a good way. She put a collar on me too. I also had my first golden shower; I didn’t think I’d like it, but it was surprisingly pleasant. My bottom is still tender, but it’s a nice soreness that brings fond memories. I’ll go back again and will come dressed up one day, which she looks forward to. I wonder how long I can last without wanking.