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Starting the year of 2018 with my Mature Metal Chastity device secured. My wife has been kind enough to support keeping me locked up and seems determined to keep it that way until I hit a weight of 231 lbs, at which point I might get an orgasm. However, I feel she is unintentionally sabotaging me through the food she prepares, making progress harder than expected. I have been in continuous confinement since December 15th. This marks our third or fourth attempt; past tries ended with mixed results and some disappointment, but we are giving it another shot. I am trying to release my expectations about how things should be… partly because a female friend is assisting me in staying committed to being locked up. She encourages me and occasionally assigns tasks, which helps maintain the excitement and sexual energy for me, while my wife tends to lock me away and forget about it. So, I wonder how this attempt will turn out.