Introductions discussion

I’m a young male (46 years old) and always have high libido. Sometimes masturbation is my best hobby, even though I am married to a lovely vanilla wife. I’ve been experimenting for some years with cheap and self-made devices. I soon found out that my energy levels are higher if I don’t experience too many orgasms.

It took rather long for my wife to understand my thoughts. She would prefer it more if I didn’t wear any device at all. My sex drive is much stronger than hers, and I can’t control myself. It feels even more exciting when I give up total control.

I’ve had other fetishes too, and still do. New ones appear regularly, and I don’t want to lose the old ones either. Some urges stay strong constantly while others fade but may return later.

Currently I enjoy chastity, cumplay, and humiliation. My only wish is that my wife would be a bit crueller, using actions and tasks more actively.

We have some toys and clothes, but we play with them too seldom. I love penetrating my wife with the big black extender.

Now I’ve been without a real orgasm for about a month, maybe longer than ever before. I am in chastity as much as possible; there are situations where it’s off. If I give pleasure to my wife, I may get ten penetrations per day. This has been going on for several weeks, and I’m horny as hell. A week ago my sperm just poured away when I was urinating. Yesterday I almost got off with my pushes, but only drippled 2 hours later.

That’s my adventure so far; I think it never ends. My wife has limits that I try to win over. I love her very much and hope our marriage will outlast this adventure.

ps. English is not my native language, please try to understand.