Introductions discussion

hi there, I’m a 24-year-old and thrilled to join this community! Lately, I’ve discovered that locking myself up is quite enjoyable. Even though I’m straight and untouched, being dominated by a woman really gets me going… A major fantasy of mine involves staying Locked in chastity under a woman’s care while hearing that perhaps I’ll never have sex again… That I might have missed my chance… It sounds odd to be sure, but it’s been weighing on my mind. Despite looking good, maybe I actually crave giving up control? I’m not entirely certain, but perhaps what I need is a mistress for chats or cam sessions to help me sort this out. What do you all think? Are there other virgins feeling similar masochistic urges? Sometimes I wonder just how harsh a woman can be with my cock;)