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Since I made the call to become a submissive husband, sissy knight in shining armor of the chastity variety and gave up all manly undergarments back before October… we haven’t had one real argument. Early on, though, I did try too hard to be “lippy” and “sassy.”
I had already brought out my hand-picked, personally stripped yaupon switch, so I got to help my Bride learn the lesson of “faster not harder,” which meant suffering for it.
Well, apart from the usual “sissy smarty pants” temper tantrums that have actually earned me a much-loved but briefly painful whipping, I’ve behaved fairly well…
I was hoping for Christmas Eve or Day as my first “release” since being locked up on Dec. 16…
On the 23rd, I hoped I could do more than just suck toes, which already causes T&D pain… I begged (my Queen told me to beg) to taste Her “no-no” square, only to be laughed at and told “HELL NO”…
So I got selfish and “forgot” to tend to her lovely feet and drifted off to sleep…
When I suffer a painful “sissy puffy” every hour overnight, it forces me to FORCE myself to pee more often than not… But that night, it was LITERALLY every 20-30 minutes that I woke up with a brutal “pee hard sissy clitty,” complete with the most agonizing ache of having just been kicked in the balls…
I moaned and groaned, holding my plums in my hand as I made my way to the potty… It was a rough night for sleep and it hurt terribly…
The next evening after we returned from work, She asked if I remembered her trying to get me to wake up and taste her supremacy…
She then laughed and said she was just playing with my already puffy caged and swollen bits until they got engorged. When I woke up, she would sneak a rollover and cuddle the bulldog, snickering as I, in clear agony, stumbled half-asleep to the potty…
To ensure I knew for certain that she really did this, She asked if I remembered one of those times (one close to waking up for work) when She asked me “What’s wrong honey, is something too tight?”… I love my mistress so much… I am so glad she not only accepted but embraced my “fantasy” (I know it was needed and has been for our entire 20+++ years together)…
In jest, I have said… “I don’t really like this; being a subby sissy is too much work… I want to go back to how things were…” She will either reply with “So sad, so bad…” or usually it is… “Sure you can be as free and manly as you wish at any time… ON YOUR OWN.. ALONE… SINGLE…”
I have asked how serious She is and was told “You chose this change. I like this change and won’t revert to where we were when you decided to admit you need this submission…”
CC’s-subby