Chastity and orgasm denial discussion

Considering release for some enjoyment? I am in the middle of a three-month pact with my wife where we have set down rules and she is enforcing chastity (along with other conditions). It is barely day five, yet I have already been punished twice because I couldn’t resist asking to be let out. Ugh. We were joking about earlier today when she mentioned it was too bad that I kept breaking the rules since she had planned to release me this weekend for a one-week celebration. I asked if being good would mean another chance soon, and she said it wasn’t unlikely. So… my mind starts racing with this issue: The last few times we did this and let me out, I have absolutely no urge to put the device back on immediately. I know our agreement is solid, and in a couple of days, I will be asking her to re-apply it so… what’s wrong? Is “reactrance” at play? Or something else? Do others face this issue too, or is it just my inexperience and lack of conditioning accepting the device going back on?