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About two weeks back, I swapped out my Holy Trainer for the Queen’s Keep. I’ve shared my thoughts on how comfortable and hygienic it is in other threads. I had been wearing the Holy Trainer almost constantly for over three years. Because accessing it for cleaning was so difficult, my wife insisted that I take it off every single day to clean both myself and the device properly. That meant losing about five minutes each day from being locked up. The Queen’s Keep is different; once I got it on, I haven’t had to remove it at all. Just showering and washing as usual keeps me clean without needing to unlock. I’m starting to notice that I miss those moments of freedom I used to enjoy. I didn’t use my old free time for masturbation anyway, but now that the option is gone, I realize how much I missed just being unlocked whenever I wanted. The sensation has also changed significantly. With the Queen’s Keep, she can tease and touch me directly during sex because her fingers aren’t blocked by a full cover like they were with the Holy Trainer. This feels amazing to experience fully. She loves it too. However, I have to admit this heightened sensitivity pushes my frustration and desperation up another notch. Her current favorites are gently rubbing the exposed parts of me through the cage bars or pressing her vagina against them. While I know she enjoys teasing me like this so much now that I can feel every bit of it, for me, it’s quite a challenge. Being naturally very sensitive, these sensations hit hard and deep, yet none of them are enough to bring about an orgasm or give me any real relief. I’m not complaining at all; I’m really pleased with how happy she is with the switch. Just wanted to share my thoughts on settling into this new routine.