I'm Not Ready to Be Unlocked Just Yet

It’s been more than two months since I last went into chastity, and I was starting to believe the fun had ended for now. Life is good, but there hasn’t been much discussion about my state of mind; having pushed it on her before, I didn’t want to bring up the subject again until I felt things were ripe.

On Thursday at work, however, a text message came out of nowhere saying she wanted me locked right after I got home and handed over the key. She has never sent that specific message before, so saying I was surprised is an understatement. I instantly got aroused and had to glance around to ensure no one noticed my excitement. When I finally arrived home near midnight, I followed her instructions and secured myself in the JB immediately. It honestly took a few minutes because just thinking about it spurred me on. I handed over the key, which essentially sealed the deal for that evening. She simply wanted to watch some television before bed, so off we went. In previous times when she has requested the key, usually within 24 hours she unlocks me for sex, after which I might spend a few more days locked up until the next release. Life goes on happily.

This time, however, three full days passed with nothing happening. Of course, I had forgotten what sleeping while locked feels like. I woke up far too many times over the next couple of nights due to the discomfort of struggling against my cage and aching for release. All those usual thoughts about why I did this ran through my head along with that silly feeling attached to the situation.

Finally, last night, what began as a simple goodnight kiss turned into making out and more as she allowed me to touch and feel her entire body. I gave her exactly what she was looking for, plus extra, as the sounds of her orgasm brought joy to me while I continued to ache and throb in my cage. When she finally came down from it, she let me know she prefers me this way and left me locked overnight. This is only the second time since restarting over a year ago that she has kept me locked without giving release after finishing.

The chastity high kicked in afterward, though, and I’ve been buzzing all day long. It’s the feeling I missed, which is why I don’t want it to end yet. She said if I behave today, she’ll let me out tonight. As this lengthy post indicates, part of me doesn’t quite want that release just yet. I’d like to be pushed further and keep riding this wave. While I’m sure things won’t turn into a ‘be careful what you wish for’ scenario, she has introduced some new elements this week. It feels awkward telling her I don’t want to cum yet and prefer to continue. This kink is full of contradictions that can never be fully explained to someone who hasn’t experienced it ourselves will see how the night goes, but I hope for plenty of play time without release right now. Naturally, I’m torn; part of me wants out immediately, but knowing the lull that follows on the other side of release keeps me from being in too great a hurry.