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Today marks day 150 without an “O” and I am proud of it.:cool: I’m excited about the next few days that my wife and I will spend alone together at the coast. We’ve talked it over, and it seems very likely that I’ll finally get an orgasm:D which is something I truly look forward to. I’m eager for some days just for us so I can pamper her, give massages, and enjoy watching her reach climax. So why the mixed emotions? Well: on one hand I am really anticipating finally cumming BUT on the other hand I worry that releasing might break the magic for me, and I kind of dread the days following my “O” with a drop in interest from my side…:confused: Has anyone here experienced this same conflict? If so: how did it work out? How did you handle it? Many thanks in advance for the feedback.