120 days

I first got into this lifestyle back in April 2015, and now it’s full-time as of October. My body has adjusted to where it needs To be yes I have allowed myself a day without chastity because of lack of sleep or cleaning and self-indulgence that’s a change of feeling inside ruined orgasms an forced. Frustration came at price with pa hole that allows my sperm to be release before it reach my head, not having that hand full penis . Pain chaffing under my shaft and some bleeding the morning hard on plus the pain of frustration. Last weekend I was cleaning myself after a Saturday of mix pleasure and slip out of the cage yes could not help myself and finish off a great weekend in shower and stay free for the night woke and went straight back into my chastity before doing any thing else. I am toying with the choice of going to the Holly trainer No2 small,now in a combo of 48mm ring and the cage of my 50 mm set yesterday I was firm all day even when I retracted (leaking bad ) as I write this weekend I am off to the club for the 1st time in 12months of having some flesh and now being locked. Will I be noticed and be used or be left humiliated . Will post the results next week gregstep427 13/1/2016