Nobody warned me holding the key is mostly admin

Eight months of holding for my partner and I have realised most of my involvement is scheduling. Remembering when the last unlock was. Remembering to say something. Noticing that I have not set anything for a while and feeling faintly guilty about it. It has become another thing on the list, sitting somewhere between the car service and the bins.

He is happy. He keeps saying he is happy. That is almost the annoying part, because there is nothing to fix and I still find myself dreading the mental effort of thinking up something for the weekend.

Does this pass? Have other holders been through this and come out the other side, or is this what it is?